#spillthebeansonlove - Chapter 4
Montauk is adorable. There’s something so TrumanShow / movie-set perfect about it. We walked up and down the Main Street and did some window shopping and people watching. The sun was out and the sky was clear. The world was moving in a way that felt comfortable, caring, and safe.
We decided to check into our hotel but since we still couldn’t get into our room we did the next best thing - we laid out by the pool. The girls napped and read magazines and I watched a few young families with kids playing in the pool wondering if I would ever have the experience of playing with my own kids in the pool, and if I did, would a husband be in the picture? I’ve actually wondered this for years and in that moment at the pool watching the kids play brought back those thoughts. These aren't sad thoughts, more thoughts of curiosity. Will I ever experience this or will it only be left to my imagination?
We had a plan for the rest of the evening. Step 1: Get super cute, Hamptons-style. Next, we would head over to the house of one of Devon’s friends (obviously, Devon would know someone having a pool party in the Hamptons - obviously). Next stop, catch music, happy hour, and then the sunset at Wolffer Winery all while enjoying their famous rosé.